lonely forever?

Normal people worry about weight and how they look, money, and even love! I am 19 years old and also worry about these things but in different ways.  I feel that Im not good enough for anyone or even love at all. yeah i have a big family who loves me and friends who  really care but its not the same.  I want to loose weight and then be loved for who i am as a person! No I am not worried about my wieght but i would love to get down to 150 lbs i think i will be much more lovable. ok so i wont lie i totally forgot why im writing this blog...i guess i was just depressed! idk who knows but when i remember i will repost this one or a different one or something like that